longing for the outdoors.

I missed how the sun cast its blazing rays on my apple cheeks, igniting the hazel flames in my eyes that longed for sunlight.
I'm starting to forget how I used to bask in shades of yellow and gold, drowning in all the warmth the sun used to caress my face with and the delight I can no longer feel.
I never knew how much I'll think of the birds chirping around me as I wander in the streets, or the moonlit night walks I took for granted, for they all seem so far away now.
being trapped within the 4 walls of my room seemed like merciful hands outstretched to save me from the stress I was hardly coping with, but now it's the only thing keeping me from feeling alive and human once again.