Canceled Invitation

I was never sure whether you were my

real home or just a temporary stop

along the go

So if those feelings were really

true,

Can you just tell me what I should

tell you?

As you have ignored my everything

through and through,

What if my "I love you! " was ignored too?

Do you have any idea what

my heart will do?

Loving you was all I did

So losing myself shouldn't be what

made me fragmented

When by the fear of refusal I was

always haunted

So on what shall I hold,

When nothing by you was ever told?

When you should've told me that your

heart was where I belonged.

But maybe my invitation was out of

date or expired.

Or maybe, my heart was never what

you had desired.