letters to the unknown

Dear__, 

Flashbacks are taking over as usual, and you know how I deal with it, you know I keep overthinking it. I'm writing you this to tell you I miss you, especially your warmth through wintertime & your messy hair bun during summer. Despite our ups and downs, something about our midnight calls makes me want to call you now, if I could only go back in time I'll demand on calling you every day. You're different - despite everything I went through because of you but you'll always stay special to my heart. I wrote you so many letters, but I wonder why I never send it but I hope this could reach you wherever you are. 

Yours,

H