The Denial

No matter how much you deny it, it still hits you before going to sleep, you can feel your heart breaking, your brain pauses for a while, you start shedding tears of grief and your soul seems dark inside. You’re used to it, this scenario whenever your overthinking mind starts to mention it. A year has passed, and you thought you healed from it, but hearing your heartbeats, tasting the tears that reach your mouth and losing consciousness; deny your healing.